Forgetting your smiles and eyes i could never do
Your love is skin deep with me
You could never be replaced
Even though you know my heart is free.
Ive stopped getting out of bed most days i dont go to school much anymore,i gave up the hope to see you there because its been 3 months and i now know thats never happening..
Its been more then a year now, things will never go back.
Wish it was as easy for me as it is for you.
rAnT,RaNt,rAnT!
seen that you got into a fight with dustin on fb and the picture of his hand with blood on it.. i wanted to message you and ask you if everything was okay, i wanted to know if you were alright but i didnt have the guts to do it and i knew that i shouldnt so i didnt. I miss you, i wish we could just be friends again, we dont even have to ever hangout or anything i just want to be able to message you from time to time and ask you how you are and hows this going,talk to you like old times and talk about stupid shit and make stupid jokes. I miss it all, and it sucks because nothings ever going to change and it kills me because i care so much even after how long its been i still care as much as i did before. I never thought you impacted my life this much. I in no means want to ruin your life, i dont want to jeopardize your happiness so i guess i will continue to pretend that everythings okay and that maybe one day things will get better and that maybe one day im going to receive that text or message from you and untill then i guess you can continue pretending like i still dont exist.
Ive never been as happy as i was when i was with you.But it doesnt matter anyways cause your never coming back and i will never have the chance to see or talk to you again.
god ive been hearing your name alot lately and i hate it!
I just wanna tell people to shut for instance nick Henry,like you have only said it everytime ive hung out with you that your the one who got you and jayme together and i say every god damn time yes nick i already know this you have only told me everytime i see you but yet he still says it oefsueriihofjehrgfiegah!!!!!!And then at school this week when me and jacey were talking she said how the only reason you dont come to school anymore is cause jayme wont let you go there. Fucking gay because i was looking forward to actually being able to hangout and be friends with you again.But on that note i dont like your gf lmao and your first thought is probably because shes with you and not me but tbh im happy that your sticking with one girl and not a billion like before i met you and im happy that your happy but when i see your gf dowtown and she see’s me and then turns and starts talking to her friend about me and then they both start laughing and staring, like excuse me but you dont even know me or know anything about me and this was before u guys even started officially dating. Annnnnyways thats the end of that rant.
